Shino, im here to write again.

i feel better. although he is still in my mind but i nvr cry.
i was thinking to delete our photo in my phone but i nvr do it. i cant do it cus
it can be consider as he and my first photo tgt.
i will cherish it for as long as i cam remb.
i will not bother him much cus i dun wan to lose my last link with him (FB. cus i dunnoe his number change or nt. haiixx wanna ask but scared he gets wrong message lo.)
if really there's something that i will tell him if i can, it will be
 " I've regretted  i told you that i like you as a brother but instead i like you as a man."
Im sorry bcus i dun want any awkwardness cus we're in a team. im sorry that im too obvious.
He will have a spot in my heart.
I love you. I really did.

oh well... back to life.
boring as usual after afa ends.
hope EOY can be fun.
but not hanging out with my crazy trio really makes me lonely.
partially both of them are attached with their loves.
im the only single out.
my bern oso scold me" wth are u doing Eileen Tan ! they already attached and u are still here!!!"

well, this can't be help.
moon-god havent help me pull red thread yet what can i do?
look for guys? oh pls, i know my biggest weakness...my only limit.
im shaping myself up though.
just time is all i need but i oso run out of time. age doesnt slow down year by year.
oh well...let see how fate goes.

asides that.
im going to wushu international competition @MBS to see my friends competing.
long time so see my wushu peeps.
bet they train real hard. cant wait to see their performance.
seriously, i wan train back. but life now doesnt gives me the way to train it
hope it doesnt stop me from cosplaying,
i will not stop for now.

gonna carry on my assignment le. need hand in by fri & sat.
ciaosssu~