Sunday, February 26, 2012 3:57 AM
what do u all wan from me?
a stable job?
a good life?
earn more money to save it for old yrs.
yes, that's a staple life schedule fro everyone who exist on earth.
and i understand it.
but i want it in my way.
when i say wan to do hotel man. cus i understand a student without a diploma it will hurt the face that u all have as wad crisis happened in the past.
i've overcome it.
i've earn the diploma.
with my real hardwork for the past 14months.
now i want to continue uni to pursure my dreams that the stars and i promised.
u want me to tell u abt it but wad for.
wad for im telling u abt it and u all reject it.
fucking shit isnt it.
will say im not realistic.
be more mature.
saying im still a kid with dreams.
who dun have dreams?
ur times is different from us. "u" survived from tiring times as realistic money is wad u need to survive.
yes, money is indeed impt. but dreams and achievement is more impt for a child like me.
i have my dreams and hope.
which is destroying bit by bit.
when ever monster ask me when i transfer work. when i find stable work.
i dun wanna reply cus i dun want him to know at all...cus no use as he'll jus giv a fucking face and say im useless.
im not u,
im single, i dun have burden of my own family as i dun have one.
yes, my mum and dad worries but i want to fight with my dreams to achieve it.
im not a prodigy, im not nature-talented.
but pls let me choose my route, my own way.
u all just sit bac, relax and mind-support me can???
but one thing. i may look /appear childish in front of everyone.
but do u really know me?
u know wad im thinking?
im very very sad now cus no one really know me.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 1:09 AM
To the couples on earth, happy valentine's day...may u and ur lover's love may last long and could enter the next stage.
To the singles on earth, may u enjoy the love spirits around.even though is abit lonely, feeling the love around u will bring ur own spirits up...bless u in meeting the one in ur life...
Although this will be my 2nd yr of lonely valentine as a full adult but I won't be lonely cus I have massu hubbyin my mind and I have my lovely manga with me...
This are all useless words but truly, I will do feel lonely as is common...
Haha
Genki dashite, hikari... Itsuka iikareshi ni aeruyo!!!
Minna!!!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!
