I hate finding ppl talk abt my problems cus they are passer-bys which I should not pull them into the prob.

As I dun have much friends in de circle, being restricted since young. That's why I'm so introvert even though I tried being an extrovert.

I'm so tired trying to be a person who others want me too... My mental is at it's wits ends.

Now stuck who I am, no one can change. Change is a moment, not forever. The idiom in Chinese sure is true.

狗改变不了吃屎

What I'm being formed into, is thanks to my "beloved family"...ridiculous, I'm not being sad abt what I'm writing. Guess my tears are dried up on them... Now I have only "Hate" in them since we dun like see each other, ridiculous.

I wish I can move out of the house and live my life, without being restricted.

What I have to do now is to move on from marche... Since there's not my destination as wad I told my ppl around, find a new place which attracts me doing part-time.

Office work is not my type I guess as I dun like working in a too quiet place, or too loud place... A place with the music I like would be good.