Thursday, February 17, 2011 1:29 AM
決まってしました。
武术に戻ります。
理由は今の私は本当の自分じゃない。
集中力が無い
イーカン！イーカン！イーカン！！！！
ダメですっ！！！
自分の心．気．体．を探して...本当の自分を戻ります。
武术学校の皆さんでどんな受け入れる，
私が絶対一生懸命に練習します。。。
Saturday, February 12, 2011 4:58 AM
バイトで終わり、電脳の前に。
耳で携帯電話を持って、クラスメドでちょっと悲しいて。。だったら話した。
もすぐ２時ぐらい、テゴマスのＤＶＤに見て。。。
キッス～帰り道のLoveSong聞いてるの時、
past thoughts rings in my mind again...
i think of massu
i hope massu can have a lap-top pf his own for use
biggest wish. see massu in person ~!!!!!
Saturday, February 5, 2011 12:53 AM
2nd day of CNY.
woke up at 11am...
after wash up and headed to ah gong house.
gamble as usual.
tot of goin river hong bao but my cousins dun wan go dun nvr go le
took loads of photos.
had one with mum, long time nvr take with her
she still same, paiseh infront of camera.
hahaha
tmr work liao,sian...time BETTER go fast so i can finish faster adn den go back home meet my cousins& grandpa who are coming my house tmr.
Friday, February 4, 2011 1:22 AM
CNY 1st day...
woke up @ 8am.
had CNY lunch @ chinatown point, 1.30pm
den went back ah gong house gamble abit den went to ah ma hse around going 7pm
den had buffet there. chit chat, etc.
reach home @10plus.
today nvr took much photo...tmr mus take mre...
Tuesday, February 1, 2011 2:10 AM
well, shall i update on my life again.
gt fever up till 38.2degrees. hahah...thanks to the rain which keeps pouring from the previous afternoon.
one, "lazy" is hunting on me again. shall deal with it once and for all.
it's ruining my character.
someone save me for this? but no one bah...is up to me to change.
two, feb le...7mths more. hang on. for my certified papers and my future roads.
i have many interest in the courses but wad really interests me??? psychology & criminalogy
will buck up.
three, marche...work like hell...last 2 weeks were crazy week.
my feets are crying when reach home...massage them to feel better.
for diploma, will bear it on :))
four. love life??? hmm...nothing change. single as usual.
feelings for u...still same...dim...can another guy break me apart from u???
i really hate holding impossible torch on a guy.
it's killing me. thinking of u everytime, making me wanna scream but i couldn't.
is not the real me to scream for nothing.
can i like u actually??? but ur heart is with another person, i can't do anything.
five. changing my perspective...nii-chan told me this
"Well for a start you could genuinely start listening to others. Ask yourself why would they give you such a comment/advice. This way you can really see the people who truly care for you versus the ones that would run away when you have problems."
means i dun really like to listen to ppl at times cus i feel that ...i already know that thing which i dun like to be reminded cus is like a nuisance to me...
six. trust...can i trust ppl...it seems scary...cus i think they'll just leave me or throw me into a hot pot letting me boiled up..i know i can trust 7ppl for now cus i know them long enough...they know my secrets (not all of it)...i even told one of my deepest secret. hahahaaa....cus i've been betrayed b3fore so i dun trust ppl must, i dun even dare to speak out first. haha.. dumb ,arent I?
seven...many ppl say im nice, cute, helpful..there are pros and cons.
pros, can gain trust from ppl
cons, can get being used by ppl den kena unnecessary problems.
im not cute...im just fat haha
eight...trend...im getting onto it...recently really like harem pants. bought 2 of it for CNY.
recent still on j/k pop style clothes...too girly clothes is still not for me...im too boyish even though i have my hair extensions on...
will end for now.
will update on CNY which is this week :))
おわった。
だ。。。でもいいですよだってばずっと一人できにしないよ。
は素晴らしいです。
一つ。
よ。
い、バケモノみたい。 
絶対知らないよ，あいつ達はもうあたしの事
します
