since i confessed to u.
i haven't see u smiling...at me...
i hate this situation.

i want us to be like before.
smiling and talking at each.
that's why i hate confess to guys...
cus afterwards they'll just shut up.
dun look at me or talk cus of 尴尬

fuck it...
why must it happen to me den.
even i like a guy is so super duper hard.
fuck it.

To the guy i like:
no matter u read this or not.
sorry that i called u "stone head"...gt reason one.
i try to stop having these stupid feeling for u...but whenever i see time.
when i should be thinking wad i should be doing/going next...
.in de end, i 'll be thinking: "wad are u doing now? work? break? rest at home watching show/playing game?
i always wanna sms u but  dunno wad to start with...
as u said im kinda annoying sms-ing those common idiot qns to u...

wad should i do....

この事が君に言うとか？
めちゃめちゃ面倒菜。。。

i want to see your smile...