Thursday, January 28, 2010 6:29 AM
looking more happier on de surface is only a coverage for others to let them know u're ok.
deep down inside, i'm absolutely not as much as happy as it seems...
"you" are not the only reason that makes this girl look sad ( now less sad already : P ).
I told ace & wanling that my chest feels tight on monday...it is not de first time happening le...sometimes it feels pain suddenly, especially when i woke up...
i wonder...will it happen to me? i should do more training le...
cus exercise can help sickness stay away from me :)
Super junior shows recent became my source of smiles&laughter.(not 4getting my baby massu<3 )
there are many other sources like wushu, sports and making music out from my piano, sms,etc...
have been recently attracted to lee sungmin from superjunior. his aegyo& cute smiles are what i try to obtain.
but bcus of who i am...my aegyo&smile will make some feel right & some dun like it...well i dun care much cus I'm jus being myself...
de damn cuss words (opps o.o)just coming out from my mouth. well. a way to relieve my anger bah. haha.
dun be so freak out when those cuss words come out *wink* : P
I say it cus im jus freaking mad at that moment only : P
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feeling : kinda down
colour of the day : grey (jus de like de pic above)
Super Junior: ~Believe~
This night is a blessing, the day that we met.
The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling.
I wish that your smile won't be erased as I pray
for these happy days to continue.
Even if I call you and I complain that's not what
I really meant to do. Did you already know and just act like you didn't?
It's possible to fight after a long time but even if that happens I won't ever change.
Far into the future if you're ever worn and tired
think about the happy and beautiful memories
We plant faith in each other's garden and happiness blooms.
