私は光です
本当の名前: EiLeEn Tan (イーリン・タン)
日本名「自分に作るて」: Sakurazaki Hikari, 櫻崎 光
誕生日: 14 Sept 1990


大好きと事・物
    私のダリーン、増田貴久
スポーツ[ 特には武芸とアイスースケチン ]
唱歌 と 踊り
姉妹 と 友達
彼方ーちゃん
NEWS、HEY SAY JUMP と 5566
音楽
アニメと漫画
ジャニス事務所 Photobucket



私の願う.
- SLIM DOWN "(>.<)"
- frenz'n'family'tgt'4eva
- excel 'in' everythg 'I' do
- be with my darlings 4eva
- NEWS/テゴマス CD & DVD
- NEW iouch
- getting N1
- NTT Docomo/softbank hp[white]
- able to do cosplays now and then


私の嫌い物.
only those who noe mii well noe wad i hate


さけぶ.






ありがとう.
designer' X|X base codes' X|X


Tuesday, September 29, 2009 4:07 AM


im so happy that i couldnt sleep already .

NEWS is releasing the DIAMOND CONCERT DVD
YAY.
WAITED FOR 6 MTHS AND FINALLY....IS COMING OUT IN NOV.
PUT THE ORDER OF THE LIMITED VERSION.

CAN SEE MY DARLING'S SUPERMAN SONG ON LIVE.
...
YAHOO >.<




Saturday, September 26, 2009 4:28 AM


25 sept 2009
training as usual.
den have lunch with buddies.
Ah Keong opened some songs for us to listen.
And What is it?
Is DIGIMON SOUNDTRACKS
OH MY GOD.
FEW YEARS DIDNT WATCHED THE ANIME ALREADY NOW I MISSED IT AGAIN.
THANKS TO HIM AGAIN BRING BACK MY ANOTHER PART OF CHILDHOOD MEMORIES
I NEVER FORGET THOSE TIMES WHEN I SECRETLY WOKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING TO JUS WATCH DIGIMON DURING SUNDAYS.

NOW I WANTED TO HAVE ALL THE WONDERFUL SOUNDTRACKS.AHAHAHA

DEN WENT TO WATCHED ACE AND HIS SHOOTING TEAM.I ALMOST SLEEPING MODE.
6 PLUS FINISH SHOOTING DEN WE HEAD DOWN YISHUN TO ATTEND MARILYN DA JIE THE BDAE DINNER.
WE REACHED A BIT LATE AROUND 7 PLUS.
WE WAITED FOR DA JIE TO ARRIVE.
DEN WE ORDERED THE FOOD FROM AH YONG.
WE HAD A GREAT MEAL.

WHEN WE FNISHED, COACH VINCENT, JUN MING, ZHEN JIE& RONNIE CAME.
AFTER THEY FINISHED THEIR MEAL ,WE HAD A BDAE CAKE CUTTING SESSION.
THE CAKE WAS MADE BY 2 GIRLS.
AFTER CHATTING AND TAKING PHOTOS, WE WENT HOME.

JUS LIDDAT. A WONDERFUL OCCUPIED DAY HAS PASSED.
now im finding the digimon songs to put in my ipod touch.
haha
now filled with all the songs i like. hehehe.
next adding my favourite videos in it.




Wednesday, September 23, 2009 1:45 AM

22nd sept 2009

Morning woke up and went to gym.
quite a while didn't go gym le.
muscle so strained sia.

den rest at home.
4plus take train to changi airport,
and waiting for the arrival of yuki-san.

i miss her
is been 3 mths since i met her
plus i also met a massu fan too.
her name's yin yin, she doesn't like her age at all.
she so young-looking, honest.
and we so fast get along le. massu is sure our "link point"
haha.

we have dinner @ fish&Co.
we chatted alot during dinner.
kanjani8, NEWS , HSJ.
after dinner , we sat down in a place and yuki-san took out many NEWS photos that she've collected.
it was like wow.
i wan the photos
but she gave us YOU&J brochure.

Thank you very much.

we chatted till 10 pm . thought kojima-chan can reach but she's still in school at that time. i was like wow.

den debbie and i took cab home.
next week im going to yin yin-san's house to watch puzzle DVD
yay.




Sunday, September 20, 2009 3:39 AM

19 sept 2009, sat,happy.♥♥♥

met up with shiyun,agnes,minghui,xuelin&jingwen.
half a year didn't meet up with them le.
miss them loads.♥

had a small bdae celebration with jing wen.
mine's belated and her's 2 days away.
we chatted,took photos then we promised to go out again,soon.
is a must ar. miss hanging out with them too.♥



Then later meet up with meng yeow, keong-toot, a-toot& bing-toot.
@ plaza Sing.
"last person to turn up with get beaten up"
ahhaha. though we said so but it didnt happen.
who's the last one to turned up, the answer's obvious, not me of cus.
i've been in plaza sing area from 2pm plus onwards liao.
den had a meal @ KFC den took cab to indoor stadium cus scared late den cannot get in.

we reach there jus nice.
saw many wufang buddies and some old wushu friends such as cheng qian, li jun & meiling.miss them♥
wufang coaches are there too, obvious.
this year's event segments are much more exciting.
plus, yu juan was on one of the segments too.
the last dragon performance was great but i like the glow-in-the-dark dragon more.
I like the Wudang performance and China Wushu Association.
their synchronized performances is wonderful.
now got the urge to start training and try to be as good as them,somehow.
I will do it & I can do it. ♥
頑張って、イーリン!!!

meet Raymond onii-chan @ CLementi & we have supper @ west coast area.
I also found the waseda-shibuya senior high school[japanese high school]
and i told korkor that i would want to study uni in japan.
is a dream though but i'll try hard to make it come true.
reach home @ 1 plus. haha.
time to sleep le. hehe.
I miss him.
he's not on9 for 2 days le.




Saturday, September 19, 2009 3:09 AM


18 sept 2009

had training in the morning
ying qing and dao qiu [seniors] vist us.
long time nvr see e both of them le.
the 集体拳 group practiced well.
hope on monday will be the same.
den had lunch @ trcc with the gang & chatted about 1hr plus

i took MRT rushed down to bugis.
Thought i was late but im not.
guess who i saw @ bugis? is Reuel.
he 4 gt today gt training. haha.
I quickly walked to Iluma den checked out where's pasta waraku.
while we deciding. whether the dinner is gonna be a scallop meal or others.
scallop dinner it wad. Long time didnt eat pizza le. the thin "healthy" pizza is damn nice.

before the dishes were up, an unexpected gift came.
was quite big, i shake the present, it was hollow.
they took a video when i'm opening the present.
it was the jap school bag[stitch pattern] that i saw @ Shibuya[shop name] @ IMM.
I was asking whether they gt spying on me. haha.
den jia say "continue". i "huh"?
whe i open the zip, i was shock.

A ZIDANE FIGURINE IS INSIDE THE BACK
on the plastic cover, i saw a "massu" face on it.
I laughed.
then...
Jia: " as we have years of frens and we know you love massu very much so we've made you this "
he took out a photo, it was a photo that we took on Natsu Matsuri.
but somethg has being edit.
their faces has been changed to massu's face so it like i took picture with massu.
something very funny. i'm the only one looking the the camera view,the massu(s) didn't. haha

i'm so elated of their gifts. 本当にありがとう
They always give me surprise every year.
last year is massu poster, and this year is this.... is so WOW!!!
After our meal we head to taiko drum & DDR, our favourite game facility in arcade.
After arcade, we walk to kino for awhile. THinking of whether buy duet but didnt although dreamboys main leads are on the cover page. hehe.
took MRT back home.
on the way, we talked of jia's bdae by having chalet. plus, our own trip to malaysia or overseas. haha.
hope they will come true soon.
hope so...
...hope so...
......hope so...
P.S. although i really want to hear your voice but that's not my true wish dear.




Thursday, September 17, 2009 4:35 AM




made by my meimei, kyouko-chan.
I love it.




Wednesday, September 16, 2009 12:39 AM



♥15 sept 2009♥

♥ Went on a bro-sis date with big bro, Raymond korkor.
after wearing the Nike hoodie that he bought it 2 weeks ago.
we head down town[orchard] to look for the boot that I saw in the vivi magazine.
in the end we found it at heerens.
the boots damn ex sia.
but kor always treated me so well.
he bought it as my present.(THANK YOU♥♥♥)
den we had fruit juice@ cheaper price. haha.
the seller was our dad's customer.
den we went to mc cafe to have afternoon tea...or should say coffee.
i have caramel frappe. starting to like coffee abit.
truthfully, I never like coffee from the start.
we had a long chat.

♥ Den we head back to clementi and bought a cake.
we decided to give daddy a surprise.
when we reach the shop, daddy was sleeping.
i wanna to take a photo of it but the fellow worker woke him up.
sheeshz.
we took photos before butting the cake.
den chatted awhile,i explored the place again.
(i always explore the place since young cus i once in a blue moon will go daddy working place)

♥ korkor bring me to jap restaurant call "Sakuraya".
He always know that i like japan food so he intro me the place.
The place is kinda full house, the food is nice.
I saw real japanese there too. haha.
I next time can bring clara,jia & nazzy for a meal.
den We went to fetch mum and head to ah bee's hm cus passing him something.
Yakult was happy to us leh.

♥ 16th Sept is his birthday so happy birthday.
Yakult 2 yrs old le.

Thank you korkor for today.
sorry made you spend alot on me.
Love you♥♥♥




Tuesday, September 15, 2009 3:14 AM



~14 sept 2009~私の誕生日~
A CREAMY BIRTHDAY INDEED>.<
SIAN I 4 GT TO BRING TOWEL AND SHAMPOO ALONG TO SCH.
WAS LATE FOR TRAINING, DELIBERATELY DE.HAHA.
AFTER TRAINING , I WAS WAITING FOR THE "SURPRISE"
THE TRAINING CARPET WAS REMOVED AND LEFT THE BLUE CARPET.
TWO CHAIRS WERE THERE.

ONE FOR ME AND THE OTHER FOR ACE[BIRTHDAY ON WED,16.09, SAME AS YAKULT]
SO I WAS BEING PULLED TO THE CHAIR. ACE SAT INFRONT OF ME.
BEFORE THE CAKE CAME IN, NICHOLSON THOUGHT ME AND ACE IS A COUPLE, BUT WE'RE NOT.
THOUGH I HAVE A "DARLING" ALREADY BUT THE PARTNER IS NOT ACE.HAHA.
THE CAKE CAME IN BETWEEN OF US. DEN KEONG & WANLING CAME BEHIND US DEN THEY TIRED US AGAINST THE CHAIR.

AFTER TIGHTLY TIED ON THE CHAIR, THEY WENT TO GET THE CREAM.
ACE CAN'T GET AWAY FROM THE CHAIR , I SOMEHOW CAN GET AWAY BUT STILL CAN'T AVOID THE CREAM ATTACK. MY FACE,HAIR,SHOULDERS & CHEST ALL KENA THE CREAM.
HAHA. THE SMELL VERY SWEET SIA BUT IT BECAME SMELLY IN AWHILE.
GOT A FEW CREAM ATTACKS FROM WANLING,JOWENT&KEONG.
THEY WANT GIVE ME A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY. SURE IT IS ONE.
WONDER NEXT YEAR HOW WOULD IT BE.

A BIG THANK YOU FOR JOWENT SWEETY FOR BAKING THE STRAWBERRY CHOCO CAKE. I LOVE IT.

WEI PING WAS TAKING THE PHOTOS ALL ALONG, THANK YOU WEI PING FOR TAKING THE PHOTOS.
YOU BETTER BECAREFUL, CUS IS YOUR TURN SOON.HAHAHAHA.
DEN WE HAD LUNCH AND LONG CHAT.
AFTER PARTING FROM FOOD LAB, ME AND JOWENT WENT TO ACE HOUSE TO TAKE A BATH.
CANNOT TAHAN LIAO, NEED TAKE BATH ELSE GONNA BE A SMELLY CREAMT RAT THROUGHOUT THE DAY.
PLAY SOME PS2 GAMES. I MISS FINAL FANTASY & KINGDOM HEARTS I&II.
LOOKING FORWARD THE PSP VERSION.

DEN MET UP WITH TINKY WINKY BAO SHENG & WENQI.
EVEN THOUGH THE NIGHT PLAN HAS CHANGED BUT YOU TWO HAS PUT IT UP WITH ME. THANKS.
AFTER DINNER, THE 7 OF US WENT TO WATCH THE MOVIE "GAMER".
IT IS DAMN F***ING BLOODY* NUDITY. I'M FINE WITH BLOODY SCENES BUT NUDITY...EEE~
WENQI PASS ME A CARD AND TOLD WHETHER I WILL OPEN THE MAILBOX OR MY FAMILY USUALLY.
I REPLIED THAT IS USUALLY I DID IT.
WHEN I OPENED THE MAIL BOX. I SAW SOMETHING BIG INSIDE.

GUESS WHAT!!!
WENQI ACTUALLY TAKE A TRIP DOWN TO MY HOUSE IN THE AFTERNOON AND PUT THE PRESENT IN MY MAILBOX.

SO TOUCHING. I LOVE YOU WENQI. THANKS ALOT FOR THIS.
PLUS, THE STARS ACTUALLY BOUGHT THE WHITE HEADPHONES FOR ME, WHICH I ALWAYS WANTED.
THANKS GUYS. I'LL USE IT WELL.

I JUS CAN SAY THIS AT THIS MOMENT:

A LOT OF THANKS HAS BEEN SAID,
THE WISHES I'VE RECEIVED, I'VE REPLIED.
THE SURPRISE WHICH I HAVE TODAY,
IS GONNA BE MEMORABLE I SAY.
THANKS TO THE "STARS" WHO I KNOW,
I'M GLAD THAT I KNOW YOU SO
LET OUR FRIENDSHIP WHICH HAVE STARTED,
AND LET IT GO ON WITH NO STOP.

THIS IS NOT A POEM, I ANYHOW MADE BY WORDS.
BUT THE MEANING INSIDE TELLS THE HAPPY/EXCITED FEELINGS OUT FROM ME.
I'M GLAD THAT I KNOW THIS BUNCH OF "STARS",NOT NEGLECTED MY OTHER FRIENDS, I'M BLESSED TO KNOW YOU ALL. HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER STOPS.
I LOVE YOU ALL.

6 STARS WHO I LOVE MOST!!!


MY DARLING WHO I LOVE MOST!!!




Monday, September 14, 2009 1:27 AM



I GROW ANOTHER YEAR OLDER LE.
I'M 19 LIAO. BUT I STILL MISS THE PAST 18 YEARS.
CUS GOT FULL OF MIXED MEMORIES.
HAPPY EVENTS & SAD EVENTS.
THE FIRST TO SEND THE BDAE WISHES IS MASSU HUBBY.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, EVEN THOUGH MAYB HE'S THE REAL MASSU OR MAYB NOT. I STILL LOVE HIM.

PLUS, THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO WISHED ME. MANY THANKS AND HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST LONG.

MY THREE WISHES FOR THIS YEAR IS :
1) GREAT HEALTH AND HAPPINESS TO MY FAMILY AND ALL THE PEOPLE I NOE
2) SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE, DREAMS COME TRUE[one is travel to my favourite countries during holiday ]
3) あの人をあいたい、ずっといしょにいだよ。あのひと

another thing. i'll update later how my bdae is gonna be "CELEBRATED"




Thursday, September 10, 2009 3:35 AM


9th sept 2009

went out with Wanglingdar & jowent.
we went to bugis shopping.
I wore heels there but hours later, i bought a pair of shoes to change it.haha
each of us had a bag of our items bought.
happy somehow but i still didn't get to buy arm warmer, summer tube dress & a small jacket or cardigan to match with my dress@home.

haha.

after i saw the series of clothes, i think that my style can change to different types everytime.
i most like is J-style and K-style clothes...
hope to change my wardrobe clothes with those styles soon. hahaha.
cant wait for next shopping with them.
looking forward to go out with Clara, Nazzy & Jia onii-chan.




Sunday, September 6, 2009 11:29 PM


6 days more and is my day,turning 19.
whether is happy or feel the other way.
I love being as a kid cus no need to worry about anything and just enjoy my life.
now, slowly grow up. meeting the pressure from reality,kinda tough for me.
but in the tough period, i can still feel the happy inside.

other than meeting the cliques, friends and favourite coaches.
あの人て会えに良かった。オンラーインに話ですけど、嬉しだよ。
otou-chan ask wad present do i want?
A kanji jap dictionary is wad i need for now,
but really is that i wish to have a jap phone or ipod with white headphone.
I will try purchase the jap hp by my own as i earn my own money,
I really hope to have a ipod touch or normal ipod. see how it goes.
but on the other hand, i'm fine with my sony phone which use as mp3.
mayb i do not really need the ipod. haha.
wad i really want for bdae present leh???

wonder this year's bdae how will it go???
let's wait and see then.

i was hoping to spend with my close friends and him. hees




Thursday, September 3, 2009 5:30 AM



woke up not long so come here and blog.hehe.

yabai!!!
yamapi and ryo has confirmed that they kena H1N1. damn it.
i'm impressed of their attitude to work but neglecting their health for working is no-no.
massu darling, hope u are not contacted with the H1N1[other members too].

GET WELL SOON!!! PI, RYO!!!

this year's 24jikan terebi is damn great.
massu's synchronized swimming.
yamapi's diving trip with childhood fren.
koyama's shadow skit along with children who have hearing disabilities.
shige's African steel pan music performance.
haven't see ryo's special drama yet,I Heard from my japanese fren that it is as touching like one litre of tears back in 2006.
tegoshi's performance in 24hr TV is also great.his hug scene with imoto is the point of the show too. haha.

i've download the individual parts of it segment.
I've also cried during koyama's skit part and yamapi's part.
i was rather excited over massu's part and shige's part cus it is interesting.

that's all for now.
later is 2 training period and $10 K-box@chinatown with church friends.
p.s got a few movies i wanna to watch sia.haha.




まっすーを24時間テレビプロジェクトーーーシンクロナイズスイミング
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 7:32 AM

~PART 1~


~PART 2~


まっすーカッコイ!!!!